Friday, May 8, 2009

Expressions-IV

Dominated by a kinda fear….. dunno what….. May be a fear of losing things I love…. Life is just great… And I am scared of the perfections or rather say m too blind to see the imperfections…. having strange dreams from last two nights about people I love and care about….. Last night in dream I was scared and hugged my mom tight and was feeling so safe and secured…. Had a similar dream last to last night too…. I love my mom though I never say this…. Why it’s always too hard to express to the people you truly love….!!! :(
Have to go office now and m feeling lethargic…. Had my espresso and work out… now feel like sleeping again but I can’t….. And this is the moment where I miss college…there I used to skip classes without giving it a second thought…… :((
Excited about my second official trip…. ;) leaving tomorrow morning for Dehradun for 5 days… have to start with packing but before that I have office and lotsa work….
Strange feelings within…. Though am excited…. Very excited about tomorrow…. :D
Please God take care of the people I love…. Love ya…. And thanks for giving me such a perfect Life.... :D

45 comments:

muthu said...

I loved the quote at the beginning in the picture.... it was lovely and meaningful.....

and do not worry, people whom we love, will always be safe and sound.. :)

Creativity!! said...

Wowww!!!!!!!! Fantastic Blog:) I extremely liked ur blog :D U r an excellent blogger:) Keep blogging..Good Post too:) S, u r correct, we cant express our love to the person whom we love a lot:)

Wish You Happy Safe and Pleasant Journey:)
TakeCare.Have a Nice Time:)

Amal Bose said...

i also have some trouble in expressing my feelings to my loved ones.. :(
well.. as u always say, be happy.. :)

and have a good n safe trip

foreigndesi said...

good luck with the next trip! :)

What program are you in?

AD said...

that positive vibe was brilliant.
i needed it deepika :)
thanks.
p.s. you so look like that other deepika .. wow!

Deepika Gupta said...

I am down with high fever :'(
Had to cancel the tickets.... my plan cancelled for the time being...

But the good part is now i can hopefully meet my friends coming on Sunday from Amritsar and can celebrate MOTHER'S DAY with my Mom :D

I just hope to get well soon.... i just dont have time for this stupid illness :((

Hopeless Romantic said...

get well soon...everything wld b fine...tk care n have fun :)

stay in touch !

cheers,
amit

Vijayshryaln said...

Yes. life is really beautifull.. N bon voyage! au revoir.

Sharad Sharma said...

Yes it is tough to express love for the person you love more but then I think it is probably not even required. They know it even if we are not explicit about it. It is a feeling which commutes even without an (obvious) channel :)

God bless :) All shall be good

Deepika Gupta said...

@Muthu
even i loved it... :)

@creativity
Thanks alot dear and welcome to my blog....
keep in touch :)

@Amal
it happens.... dunno y in case of true feelings :(
Thanks and you too keep smiling

@foreign
M pursuing MBA(Marketing core + HR additional)

@AD
m feeling lucky for that positive vibe :)
Thanks :)

@Amit
Thanks... i hope so :)

@Vijay
Thanks.. though its cancelled as of now..

@Sharad
you are right.... we need not to express to some close ones coz they too understand but sometimes i feel i should tell ppl i love that how i feel coz life is too short to wait... but again its very difficult :(

Sourav !!! said...

Well Deepika..Get well soon :)

Great write-up as usual, not for the kind of language or grammar used, but for expressing urself so well !

ohh..do visit dehradun, its beautiful..but anyways enjoy ur happy days at home too, tho coupled with some sickness ;)

I wanted to read more, but .. anyways as they the shorter the sweeter, and the more we want !

Love my Mum too, u r a lucky girl, u have urs by side, my mum is at home, 1300 kms from here...wish I could go to home soon .. ur text made me miss her more !!

Love the you in you and keep writing :)

And by the way, check out my new site, if u get time.. http://soft-tech-lab.blogspot.com/

ADIOS :)

Karan said...

i so know what you are sayin about nt being able to express to the people who are very close to us... my own family has an atmosphere like that.. we love each othr a lot.. but don express that much.. i too want to change that... but dunno how... :( ...

n yes.. college is fun.. u can bunk asm any times as u want.. but.. u dont get money fr goin to college .. do u ?? :) ... every phase of life has its own pros n cons... enjoy them.. :) ... i hope u r havin fun in Doon.. :) ...

n i too want to pray what you have...

Dear God... please take care of the ones i love... Thank You so much for each n every blessing you have bestowed on me... :) ...

lovely post Deepika.. :) .. dont be sceptical.. things wud b fine.. :) ...

Karan said...

n yes .. u hv a new follower.. :) ...

Deepika Gupta said...

@sourav
Thanks... i hate this illness specially when i can't afford it.... :((
yes m feeling lucky being at home with mom.... :)

@Karan
It happens dunno y... :'(
m not in Doon.... down with high fever..... :((
Its not always about money for me.... i was lethargic may be cz i had fever... here too m not getting money.... will get stipend that too m not spend on me :)
but yes every phase has its own pros n cons :)

Karan said...

it does happen.. but thn we can always try to work our ways aroudn it. and th results .. little sweet nothings r always appreciated ... dont worry.. it wud b fine.. :) ..

n high fever ????!! :O .. i just saw ur comments... get well soon Deepika.. tk cr.. :) ...

n nt getin money.. hmmm.. but i actually had used it in a light way.. just trying to cheer u up by tryin to induce sme humour.. guess it back fired.. :) ... but its nice to see that u r nt plannin to spend whtevr stipend u wud get on urself.. :) ..

see this fever too has a good side.. u get to blog.. :) ...

Deepika Gupta said...

Karan.... i took it seriously... ;)
he he he
yup... good part.. m here blogging and planning for tomorow... as its Mother's day.. m really in dilemma what to do...

Karan said...

hehe.. :) gotcha.. :P ..

n as far as mothers day is concerned.. (that too is th good part.. u get to b with ur mom.. :).. ) .. dont think to much.. just find a nice n sweet e card fr her.. and make her see it in th morn.. n do smething nice n sweet fr her tmrw morn.. smething which she likes.. it cud b as simple as makin a cup of tea fr her.. n wishing her tmrw.. :) ...

Deepika Gupta said...

yeah.. m planning something of this sort.... a complete day for her.... lets see.... :)
Thanks for ur suggestion... :)

Karan said...

:) .. u r welcome.. bt make sure u do smething simple n sweet.. the feelings matter more than any other thing.. remembr to tk care of ur health..

Deepika Gupta said...

yea... true...
thanks for the concern... tc :)

Karan said...

:) ... u r welcome..

Nazish Rahman said...

lol...dont give those dream that importance...

its difficult to express to ppl u truly love is because your feelings are too big to b expressed!!!

Take care of your health...n get well soon!!
n alwayz keep loving your mom....they r special!!!

Nazish Rahman said...

got a nice ppt on mother...if u want it do tell me!!!

Deepika Gupta said...

Nazish... My dreams are sometimes too wierd to forget :(
but do send me that ppt :)

Kido said...

The quote is lovely :)

Hope you're doing fine now :) Wish your mom a very happy mother's day :)

Dream'R said...

oh gr8 i get to ur blog when u r on one of those women intuition thingies..hehe...so nothing went wrong right?

Deepika Gupta said...

@Kido
Thanks... m better :)

@Dream'r
i got ill.... isnt it bad :(
Women intuition thingies :P
biased judgement.... men have intuitions too...

nitin said...

nice yaar!!!
njoy sunday with ur friends.get wel soon and Happy mothers day...

Dream'R said...

weren't u ill before u had ur godly intuition ;-)..

aur intuition thingie biased kaisa?..deary guys intuition is limited to football, cricket, gambling..stuff like that..;-)...understood madam? ya detail mein bataao?

Deepika Gupta said...

...Thanks tin

@dream'r
i do understand guys' intuition.. but intuition is intuition... topic does vary... and i know they generally bad at it ;)
And btw i wasn't ill before that strange feeling... :(
though that feeling is altogether different...

Karan said...

i agree.. intuition is intuition... everyone feels that small voice in your head saying smething... or that uneasy feeling about a particular thing... it depends on th individual.. and nt whethr he is a guy or a girl...

i feel m reasonably intuitive...n its nt related to any particular thing.. it can be regarding any and everything....

Karan said...

n yes.. hw was ur day ?? had a good time with ur Mom ?? :)

Deepika Gupta said...

he he... our views match on this too :)
yeah it was a good day... i prepared morning tea for her... And then gave her ice cream treat in the eve... i wanted to do more but wasnt feeling well so she didn't allowed me to :'(

how was urs??

Karan said...

:) ... m glad they do...

oh nice.. u did that morning tea thing.. :) ... im sure ur mom wud hv lovd it.. :) ... and an ice cream treat.. nice.. :) ... wht more had u wantd to do ha ??? i told u na.. feeligns matter.. nt th amount of stuff you do.. its good ur mom dint allow u to do more!!

my day was good.. had my maasi n cousins at home.. and we spent time togethr.. goin to a wedding with mom in a while.. :) ... so it wud b fun.. :)

Deepika Gupta said...

Thats good.. :)
i wanted to cook lunch and dinner as well.... And a complete day of rest for her but it wasnt possible for me :(
but yes... she loves ice cream.... :)

Have fun in wedding.... take care.. :)

@nks said...

at college thrs nostalgic feeling for home, when working nostalgia for college,after marriage nostalgia for bachelor life ... so on ....

and ppl say life is funny ... its them not life ...




i know its a bit unrelated ... but i was dying to scribble down my random philosophy somewhere ...

i like small post. good ... very good...

i miss my college too ... very much ... and mom too ...

i m going to call her ...

gosh its 12:50 AM ... owwkay may be tomorrow...


god m so arbit

Deepika Gupta said...

@anks...
it happens.... do give a call to ur mom today...
And life is not funny its fun... at every step you get something new and miss sumthing from your past.... but thats what life is all about... :)
And thanks for dropping by....
keep in touch :)

Dream'R said...

miss padukone..i was merely attempting to sound funny...stress on ATTEMPTING ;-)

When i said male intuition is directed in a certain direction all i did was take a dig at ourselves..kyaa yaar..!!..obv intuition depends on the person but all i was suggesting was...us men..we r simple mind folks..:-)..okies?

well u r better now na..guess tats wat counts..;-)

Deepika Gupta said...

@Dream'r
he he he.... your attempt wasn't really waste... it was funny ;)
m better now.... still recovering...thanks :)

anshul said...

hay the article is clean and thanks for ur comments on my blog

neeraj shah said...

Hey Deepika, this is Neeraj from Delhi. I found your blog randomly while I was surfing here and there and I found this blog very original and gilded. Didn't get time to ready all your post but whatever I have, all are great and I believe all written with complete soul and heart in that. I also visit to various places of India due to my work but never get time to take any snap or photograph but I would have loved to do the same and update on some blog...anyways....lets talk about MAA....

Somehow I feel that this word Mother is most beautiful word in world which wraps; I don't how many sacrifices (may be of whole life) and love in it, filled with aspiration and inspiration. Many people talk about real love, soul mate and all but I think there is no such relation and love which a mother gives to its children, remember the mother who feeds his/her baby even she is hungry; remember a mother who gives her life while conceiving her baby to make him/her see this world; remember a mother who makes her baby sleep in her secured arms while there no place for her to even seat; remember a mother who makes us smile when we are lost in world’s materialism and remember a mother who still wait for their children to come and ready to forgive, who abandon her because she get old and worth nothing after giving everything of her life.

I was listening to a radio station other day in which there was some show going on, in which everyone was telling their grieves in life. Lots of young voices came and confessed about their lost love which I know is very momentary considering the present world and its excuses. Then suddenly a lady called and told “my name is xyz and I work in some company. I married 5 years back and have one little baby. Everyday when I have to go for my work and I have to leave my child to some babysitter, there is not a single day when tears don’t drop from my eyes while leaving my child to that babysitter because this is the time my kid needs my love most and I goes away”. This is what real love is….salute to all moms.

Deepika Gupta said...

@Anshul
Thanks for visiting my blog...

@Neeraj
really.... you have written another post here.... which is truly touching.... i agree there is no relation in the world like mother-child....
i am really glad that you value it... coz i have seen ppl who dnt value it and say they love their beloved lover n all... i feel if u cant love the one who gave you so much including birth i,e., your mother how can you love any1 else truly........ :)
Thanks :D

neeraj shah said...

Hey, how do you manage to write such lovely posts on a regular basis ?

neeraj shah said...

Actually i was really getting emotional while writing those comments about Mother, as i live far from my mother..

Deepika Gupta said...

@Neeraj
i can understand that... it happens... i too miss my mom alot when i stay away.... :(

Thanks.... but i never think before writing... i just write watever comes in my mind :)

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