A new beginning…. A long way to go...…..

Well... I always think about my plans and dreams though I don’t really remember the time when I have got exactly what I dreamed of but one thing I must say… whatever I always got was always better than what I wanted…. And what matters the most is the satisfaction and happiness I derived from it…. going back in the time I can say the way I enjoyed my life was always AWESOME though there are hell lot of things am still willing to do…. Am happy with the things around but not satisfied coz there are many things I still want from life….. Any ways…. Every phase in my life went great with the mixture of every flavor…. Now am into a new phase though it’s my first job and that’s so internship…. I can’t say this is what I ‘dreamed’ of….. Although it’s going good and I can understand you can’t expect to be on the top in your very first work exposure and that’s so counting nowhere in your work experience…. And its giving me the kinda exposure I wanted I have everything in this… a complete marketing profile, communications, interaction with the target and convincing them, learning basic level work place operations, field work for a month anywhere in India (in any place of my preference which I’ll be getting after a month or so), managing their database and using their confidential information and working over it….. I am learning every aspect of an organization their financial details, HR operations, Marketing techniques and other management activities….. Since its giving me a very good opportunity to learn I’ll not say am not happy… My aim from internship was to learn and here am learning along with earning…. Well… what more you can expect when you have never worked before and you get an excellent chance to learn in the field you want to work in future...…. I remember I left three jobs in three days in my graduation days when I was just willing to work to pass my vacations while making some money…. But the kinda work I got was ‘disgusting’ am not a kinda person who is very comfortable doing telecalling for selling credit cards nor am into the kinda work where I just have to sit and do office work…. It’s simply irritating….. What I want is something moving…. Interesting…. Involving people and communication…. Travel… Celebrations… Something creative… a career full of life….. Career is one thing in life where am not ready to compromise…. I want a job where I can work enthusiastically for rest of my life and though am a kind of person who loves to work… me and my kinda job will be an “Excellent” combination…. And this is something bothers me a lot…. I used to think about my past earlier the memories and stuff….. Now I devote that time in thinking about my future… and I feel that’s much better and much strenuous….. I feel that may be this is a part of professionalism which I am learning….. Setting my priorities….. Being more practical…. Understanding the needs and wants I have from my future…. Realizing dreams of my parents and their expectations from me…. Last one year of my life changed me a lot….. I feel am into a phase where I know what it really means to be rational…. Where I can see hidden faces of people around you who call you “friend”…. A phase when am learning what I really need to learn…. A phase…. Which is adding to my experience in terms of everything… And being Honest…. Am enjoying it…. Am enjoying the change…. In me and my life…
I have an ambition…. Lots of desires…. I know the direction am willing to walk into…. So am just waiting for this one more year of my MBA to finish and to teach me some more necessary things……. Aaaah I have just started with internship… I still have a long way to go….. I am eager to see…. Where my dreams will take me… :-)

"I wanna fly high... up there in the sky....

And my dreams are my wings....."

Overdose of 'FUN'…..

Pressing the rewind button in my mind and am back in last week…. Just take last Friday… umm…. No… even back… yesss….. its Monday…. 2nd February…. My exams just started its just a day of my second exam and I am dying for vacation….. I need break… I need fun…. I want…. To go out for some shopping…. I wish to cook new recipes… I wish to do work out 3-4 hours a day…. I wish to talk to all my old friends… I wish to play cricket… I wish to watch movies…. I wish to go on a long walk.. But hell!! Am struck my exams going on…. And I just can’t go for any of the things I have mentioned…. :(
Disgusting exams…. I wanna rule the world….. I am just waiting for 6th February so that I can go for everything I am dying to do…. Aah!!! Each day passing like an year…… finally my last exam…. Its 6th February and I was so enthusiast that I forget everything else…. Even my old pal’s birthday….. well I had so many plans for 6th but as soon as my exam got over….. I was too lazy to implement the plans I decided… We did just nothing more than talking and roaming here and there….. Then I came back home and celebrated with some music…. Movies…. Chocolates and chats and of course a sound baby sleep for about 8-10 hours…. Heaven!!! :)) whatever it was I am sure it can’t be better than what I have done…. Sometimes I feel I am happiest person in the entire world with no regrets in the past…. :D
Then came 7th February…. Too lazy to get up early…. Who wanna go for shopping or movies or walk…. But yes I started with work out… enjoyed it a lot…. Had good food…. I cooked some of course….. ;) But the whole day passed in fun and laziness….. More chocolates….. Coffee…. Sleep….. Movies…… lappy…. And just fun…. I must say planned things are not always as perfect as real things are….. till 9th February I enjoyed life like anything and I loved it….. as soon as 10th approached…. It was too much…. THANKS to my college the kinda routine we follow daily… I can say it’s next to impossible for me to sit home more than 3-4 days…. Its like am just not living… I need to go out…. Socialize in person….. its 13th now….. and 10 more days to go for my internship…. I have already started looking for something to do… some sort of workshop or anything…. But truly… sitting idle and doing nothing kills like nothing else….. Suddenly I have realized how much I love my college routine… though am not just sitting home entirely… I daily go out for 2-3 hours…. But that’s so just for fun…. :( I guess I already have overdose of it…. I need some serious work now…… well life rocks but I guess the kinda routine I can sustain much better is my routine with work… sitting at home for more than 3 days… is just….. I guess I need not to express….. As for tomorrow I have a good plan… but not for 9 idle days…. Its even scary now to think about being idle and sitting at home :((
Aaah!! I know I will surely search something good for these 9 days…. being positive… :) ….. And of course in the end Life Rocks…. After all am ruling the world!!!! ;))

SATISFACTION……… the only thing that matters……..

It is often said by many great people in the past…… and even today many people say this….. SATISFACTION MATTERS…. Personal satisfaction is the aim of whatever we do…..
Whether it be a dream job or a dream possession... or a dream person… or any other dream…. What we want from it is that inner feeling of achievement of that dream… and that feeling of pleasure and happiness is satisfaction…..
Satisfaction though is the most important thing….. It is not good to be satisfied as well…. It’s also said by some great people once you are satisfied with things that feeling of achievement will be satisfied and you’ll stop craving for more… that fire... that passion... for growing is important which ends when you are satisfied with the things you have and I completely agree with both the above statements…. But then the question comes… if it’s that important to be satisfied and on the other hand it stops our passion for achieving more… how can we remain happy then…..??
We can surely be…. Happiness doesn’t mean you have to stop dreaming for more and moving in the direction of achieving them…. Satisfaction definitely is important but most important is to work in the direction of your dreams in order to grow and dreaming more even after achieving them….. But never forget to celebrate each step at which you achieve something… satisfaction must come like a guest…. But don’t let the feeling retain in you… feel it celebrate it and say bye to it….. Each step in life starts with a dream and feeling of its achievement in order to satisfy your urge of success is important…. So move ahead and celebrate success…..
Satisfaction…. It does matters but not to let it stay inside you matters the most….
So dream….. Live….. Achieve…. Celebrate…. And again dream further….. Always celebrate a new beginning….. And here is another one…. So in the end of the article I wanna wish ALL THE VERY BEST TO ALL MY FRIENDS FOR THEIR INTERNSHIPS… :D
Rise and Shine…. Cheers!!!!! :))