Some Kids never GROW Up!! :P

Well, the other day I was talking to somebody about something and he said ‘Some kids never grow up’... Although, the statement was made for somebody else... It somehow clicked me.... How apt it is for me too! :P

So, I wanna analyse myself to clarify why I can relate myself more with kids... :P

How I define kids-Kids are innocent, naughty, immature, quick learners, open to different things and experiences. They cry their heart out on everything they don’t like.... They instantly get attached to the people they like without knowing much about them.... And then they find it very difficult to let them go... Kids are not very receptive to things they don’t like or being told to do... And they love doing whatever they like whether it’s about watching cartoons, running around inside/outside the house, showing their toys to friends, or just playing football outside... They are strongly attached to their family...

Now,comes the comparison part...Yes, I am not so innocent but I am naughty, Learning.. yes, open to experiences -yes, live to the extremes- yes, find it impossible to control my emotions- yes, and I cry exactly like kids :P....., I get attached to people easily and find it almost impossible to detach myself... (Something I truly hate about myself), yup... I rebel... I love doing whatever I like at whatever time.... And of course how can I miss my love for cartoons... :P

I can again do something like SWOT.... But it won’t be the best thing to do... So, here I’ll recall the words of my last boss... He once said “we work for 3 things in life- Personal growth, Professional growth and Monetary growth...” So, I’ll evaluate my reactions/way of handling situations on these 3 points...

Starting with the personal aspect.... I am too small to be mature... I like something means I like something and I want it... If I don’t get it... I don’t fight... but I cry... then.... I try to forget.... but it’s not that easy... May be I lack rationality.... I am dumber than normal people in terms of handling my emotions... And I hate it.... These are the things generally expected from grownups.... So, here I am more like kids.... Yes, I am too simple and clear.

Professional aspect.... I find it difficult to separate my personal and professional love... I love my work I get involved in it.... And it hurts me with equal intensity like personal matters do... I attach myself emotionally to my work which in turn affects me in negative manner at times... I don’t wanna go into the details of it....

Money... My favourite topic to talk about.... in case of money matters I am like a spoilt kid who wants every candy in the supermarket and blessed with some decent amount of money.... Since, I earn, I spend a lot.... A lot like.... I just mentioned I want every candy in the supermarket for myself & my loved ones and I got the money.... but again, I am left with something or the other which is always added to my wish list to buy for which I wait for my next pay cheque ;-).... So, my savings part remains nil always... But I always enjoy myself... And get myself whatever I like.... that’s What I earn money for... ;-)

The best part of being a kid is.... You are close to God, nature, people, happiness and positivity.... You enjoy every little thing in life... Every happy moment and you love doing things for others with a self less heart.... Although, I am self centred at times.... but I crazily love people whom I attached to.... I m blessed with the best parents in the world, best brothers and some really good people around me.... And for that I always thank God!

God... I know for you I am always your little grown up kid.... Oh Sorry... Some kids never grow up.... :P

But anyways... this kid will always be thankful to you.... And love you... And need you by her side always.... Muaah :-)

A Walk to Remember….

Have you ever thought what all can happen over an hour’s walk….!!!
Well… An hour full of unlimited songs…. Or mixed thoughts popping up in mind….. or an hour in which you got a new friend, met a friend and listened to his li’l love story and and and that’s not all you unintentionally hurt a good friend…. Pheww!! All that in just 1 hour 20 minutes or precisely in one hour coz in next 20 minutes I was doing for what I was there…. I was relaxing with music…..
It’s that part of my routine which helps me to relax and give me one such hour after a tiring day in which I think about my day, my coming day, my coming years, my coming life and many other things just about me and myself or sometimes I don’t think anything I just listen to music and walk to relax…. Today it started precisely at 7.32PM I remember as I note down the time I start… I was walking alone on the track suddenly I felt a young school girl approaching me with long steps and fairly good speed…. Since it was dark and lights were not working properly I felt strange… but I continued with my earphones on with full volume…. She came to me and said something…. I switched off my music and listened to what she was saying…. She was asking whether she can join me for walk…. We started with talks along with our walk…. Then she told me that she is being punished to walk in park by her teacher coz of her naughty behavior and she shared about her school and friends and like…. After around 20 minutes she said bye….. i again continued with my music…. Then I noticed two of my li’l friends came in park and started playing….. They were trying to interrupt my track and when I continued walking they came and stood in front of me…. Then we started walking together…. I do remember their names…. Dev and Daniel…. Before moving ahead I would like to describe them…. They are 9 years old kids whom I met 2-3 weeks back in the same park and we discussed lots of things….. Like taekwondo, cartoons, movies, games, siblings, friends etc…. coming back to today…. Daniel went back as his mom was calling…. And me and Dev continued to walk…. suddenly my cell phone rang…. I picked and Dev started giving background commentary…. Since it was an STD call my friend got upset and disconnected the call…. Well after that Dev started telling about his love story, his girl friends, and his favorite gf to whom he wanna marry…. He he he.. it was really cute… its always great to be with kids and at the same time very relaxing…. After a long tiring day it’s something I just love to do…. :)) And dunno how wherever I go I somehow attract kids around me… :D and we end up being good friends…..
Well it was all happened in just one hour and then I continued walking alone with my thoughts and music... But…. with a smile on my face…. Though I know my friend is upset with me… but I’ll manage that he he…. Just wish me luck ;D…..