BAD…. SPOILT…. NARCISSIST…. ME….. ;))

Warning: Reading this article is a waste of time…. It’s all about me, me and me… ;)
Yeeah m bad… m spoilt and am a narcissist..… I love myself …. Am very mean…. And I love being so….
M bad…. Coz I do things for myself I do what makes me feel good…. what I wish to do…. May be by doing that sometimes I hurt people too…. And at times I realize it too…. But I hardly care…. Yes, am very rude at times…. But yeaa if I care for someone I must say that person is blessed on this earth… I care for few but I care for them more than myself…. Yes there are few lucky people apart from my family who are blessed…. He he he ;)
Am spoilt…. I love to shop like hell… I love to throw money on stuff I like no matter whether I use it or not… I live a luxurious lavish spoilt life… I love to pamper myself big time and my weekends are best example of it…. I love indulging myself in chocolates, coffee, good expensive food, hard core workout and other things I love to do ;)…. I love good social life but I chose people around me…. Am choosy about every damn thing… Am a connoisseur… I love to cook food and I cook it really well…. And I love eating good food too am really choosy about it… I want all the best of comforts in my room... And I have it too…. But but but….. I value love more than materialistic comforts…. And can leave anything and everything I mentioned for being with the one I love to be and I enjoy to shop and cook for people I love more than I enjoy doing it for myself…. :) yes m spoilt…. This is one of the reasons why I want a real good job so that I can earn all these comforts for me… And I know I’ll have it one day :D
I love myself….. And I really feel you can’t love anyone if you can’t love yourself…. Self love is most important coz people who truly loves you wants you to be happy and you can be happy only when you LOVE YOURSELF…. What I learnt from life is live for those who love and care for you not for those people who don’t give a damn…. I am very mean at times….. But I was not a born selfish….. I learnt being so…. And I think it’s nothing bad in adapting yourself according to situations…..
Well…. There many other bad things about me… I’ll surely write more about it someday…. I feel it’s enough of me for today ;)
My Life Rocks…. Cheers!!!! :))))

A Walk to Remember….

Have you ever thought what all can happen over an hour’s walk….!!!
Well… An hour full of unlimited songs…. Or mixed thoughts popping up in mind….. or an hour in which you got a new friend, met a friend and listened to his li’l love story and and and that’s not all you unintentionally hurt a good friend…. Pheww!! All that in just 1 hour 20 minutes or precisely in one hour coz in next 20 minutes I was doing for what I was there…. I was relaxing with music…..
It’s that part of my routine which helps me to relax and give me one such hour after a tiring day in which I think about my day, my coming day, my coming years, my coming life and many other things just about me and myself or sometimes I don’t think anything I just listen to music and walk to relax…. Today it started precisely at 7.32PM I remember as I note down the time I start… I was walking alone on the track suddenly I felt a young school girl approaching me with long steps and fairly good speed…. Since it was dark and lights were not working properly I felt strange… but I continued with my earphones on with full volume…. She came to me and said something…. I switched off my music and listened to what she was saying…. She was asking whether she can join me for walk…. We started with talks along with our walk…. Then she told me that she is being punished to walk in park by her teacher coz of her naughty behavior and she shared about her school and friends and like…. After around 20 minutes she said bye….. i again continued with my music…. Then I noticed two of my li’l friends came in park and started playing….. They were trying to interrupt my track and when I continued walking they came and stood in front of me…. Then we started walking together…. I do remember their names…. Dev and Daniel…. Before moving ahead I would like to describe them…. They are 9 years old kids whom I met 2-3 weeks back in the same park and we discussed lots of things….. Like taekwondo, cartoons, movies, games, siblings, friends etc…. coming back to today…. Daniel went back as his mom was calling…. And me and Dev continued to walk…. suddenly my cell phone rang…. I picked and Dev started giving background commentary…. Since it was an STD call my friend got upset and disconnected the call…. Well after that Dev started telling about his love story, his girl friends, and his favorite gf to whom he wanna marry…. He he he.. it was really cute… its always great to be with kids and at the same time very relaxing…. After a long tiring day it’s something I just love to do…. :)) And dunno how wherever I go I somehow attract kids around me… :D and we end up being good friends…..
Well it was all happened in just one hour and then I continued walking alone with my thoughts and music... But…. with a smile on my face…. Though I know my friend is upset with me… but I’ll manage that he he…. Just wish me luck ;D…..

Expressions-I

Not feeling good… feeling really upset…. Feel like writing so much and don’t even feel like writing it down in my diary I know I need to…. Wanna express every damn thing inside me…. But I know I won’t… I’ll never…. Things so……. Hell!!!!! I wanna go somewhere far away….. Need a break from everything…. It feels like something killing me inside…. Feeling not leaving me….I wanna scream i wanna cry….. I just feel like destructing everything…. Feeling dead... negativity ruling my mind.......

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