Oh no! I missed my Flight!

This nightmare is haunting me since the day I missed my flight for Chennai in Dec 2014, and to add on to it... I reached just 2 mins before the boarding gate closure for my Kolkata flight in March 2017. So, I know my brain is not at fault. It’s me. :(

It’s 5am… a beautiful Saturday morning and here I am… up with my eyes wide open, sipping coffee and waiting to leave for airport for a flight which is at 10am.

And… I need no alarm. My brain is strong enough. :P

So, last night I decided to sleep early… thinking I have to travel tomorrow so I’ll get up late by 8 or so and quickly rush to the airport. But no, my brain had some other plans... I couldn’t sleep before 12. :P

Then a beautiful dream started where I saw, I was playing cricket and missed my flight. I was up again at 1 am. :P

Ah! it was just 1, I slept again just to see another similar dream and was up at 4 am.

My my! My brain is so good and hyper active all the time during weekends. I am loving it. :P

On weekdays, I set 6 alarms to get up early... just to miserably fail at first 5 and push myself out of bed on 6^th and on weekends it’s absolutely a different story altogether. I crave to sleep till late but up at 5 or 6 am without any alarm and that too after sleeping late, sometimes very late.

I wanted to be in deep sleep at this hour where I am sitting on my bed and typing this as I sip my coffee... Anyway, that’s how may be my Saturday was supposed to begin.

Let’s see what’s in store for me today... By the way, I am too excited to travel to this new city.. yayy :D

Ahh and my eyes are hurting :P

Dear God, I LOVE YOU… Please take care of my people and please think over granting my wish we discussed this Thursday and wait… yesterday as well… Muuaah :*

Monsoon in Delhi!

I couldn’t find any better title. :P

Ah! Its monsoon in Delhi and I am more than happy. Rain makes me go crazy and adding music to it never fail to uplift my mood... not to mention the coffee effect when combined with these two, out of this world!

I came back from Rupin Pass, my recent trek last week and since then I am trying to write it down but not able to. It’s about too many feelings I am not able to gather words for. Though, I am not going to give up and I’ll keep trying to write.

In short, Rupin pass was everything beautiful from sceneries to experience to people! Everything much more than I expected. Everything I can never forget.

Recently, I have realised since the day I am back from my trek, I feel very different although I am always better after my every trek but this is slightly different. I feel more powerful and free and nothing looks difficult, as if everything is there I just need to go and get it. It's a wow feeling!

This week, my meetings went fabulous, I loved my normal daily routine more and enjoyed music more than ever. And not to forget I missed my trek, every day.

So many things going on in my head and I am not able to express it, I hate it. :(

Anyway, it’s weekend. Yayy :P

Dear God, help me clearing my head of the thoughts I am occupied with and please take care of my people. Love you, muuaah :*

Have Courage and Be Kind!

"I want to tell you a secret that will see you through all the trials that life can offer- Have Courage and Be Kind

Cinderella (Movie)"

I have seen the future. I know what is going to happen in the next 5 years, or 10 years in my life. (Except for a situation where I fall down while climbing some mountain and die) :P

I know because I believe. I believe in hard work, being honest, being kind to people and keeping my thinking clear.

Once my brother told me, don’t worry about what’s next, if you are doing the right thing and honest in your approach your life will improve, not immediately but gradually. And it will stay.

I believe in karma. Somehow, we all know how we operate, deal with people, being fair or unfair, hurt others or help them repair themselves from the wounds their heart carries. Life isn't fair every day and that’s alright.

At times, I really feel weird thinking about the situations I am in... Professionally, personally and so on. I know I over-think, but, then I over-work, I over-love, over-care and so on. Since I live in extremes, moderation is never my thing.

People around me influence me up to a great extent. I like being with honest people and I have got a thing for genuine people. 

I am no God, I know I have hurt people in past and it took me a very long time to get over it, accepting the fact that emotions are uncontrollable. We can't exactly feel the same every time we are required to and we unintentionally hurt people under certain circumstances. I have done wrong things for which I know will never be spared by God.

In the end, God knows my intent. And I know I am His favourite I will be fine

Dear God, I love you and I trust you for everything. I know you can never do any wrong to me and you have better plans. Please take care of my people. Muuaah :*