Sunday, March 1, 2009

A new beginning…. A long way to go...…..



Well... I always think about my plans and dreams though I don’t really remember the time when I have got exactly what I dreamed of but one thing I must say… whatever I always got was always better than what I wanted…. And what matters the most is the satisfaction and happiness I derived from it…. going back in the time I can say the way I enjoyed my life was always AWESOME though there are hell lot of things am still willing to do…. Am happy with the things around but not satisfied coz there are many things I still want from life….. Any ways…. Every phase in my life went great with the mixture of every flavor…. Now am into a new phase though it’s my first job and that’s so internship…. I can’t say this is what I ‘dreamed’ of….. Although it’s going good and I can understand you can’t expect to be on the top in your very first work exposure and that’s so counting nowhere in your work experience…. And its giving me the kinda exposure I wanted I have everything in this… a complete marketing profile, communications, interaction with the target and convincing them, learning basic level work place operations, field work for a month anywhere in India (in any place of my preference which I’ll be getting after a month or so), managing their database and using their confidential information and working over it….. I am learning every aspect of an organization their financial details, HR operations, Marketing techniques and other management activities….. Since its giving me a very good opportunity to learn I’ll not say am not happy… My aim from internship was to learn and here am learning along with earning…. Well… what more you can expect when you have never worked before and you get an excellent chance to learn in the field you want to work in future...…. I remember I left three jobs in three days in my graduation days when I was just willing to work to pass my vacations while making some money…. But the kinda work I got was ‘disgusting’ am not a kinda person who is very comfortable doing telecalling for selling credit cards nor am into the kinda work where I just have to sit and do office work…. It’s simply irritating….. What I want is something moving…. Interesting…. Involving people and communication…. Travel… Celebrations… Something creative… a career full of life….. Career is one thing in life where am not ready to compromise…. I want a job where I can work enthusiastically for rest of my life and though am a kind of person who loves to work… me and my kinda job will be an “Excellent” combination…. And this is something bothers me a lot…. I used to think about my past earlier the memories and stuff….. Now I devote that time in thinking about my future… and I feel that’s much better and much strenuous….. I feel that may be this is a part of professionalism which I am learning….. Setting my priorities….. Being more practical…. Understanding the needs and wants I have from my future…. Realizing dreams of my parents and their expectations from me…. Last one year of my life changed me a lot….. I feel am into a phase where I know what it really means to be rational…. Where I can see hidden faces of people around you who call you “friend”…. A phase when am learning what I really need to learn…. A phase…. Which is adding to my experience in terms of everything… And being Honest…. Am enjoying it…. Am enjoying the change…. In me and my life…
I have an ambition…. Lots of desires…. I know the direction am willing to walk into…. So am just waiting for this one more year of my MBA to finish and to teach me some more necessary things……. Aaaah I have just started with internship… I still have a long way to go….. I am eager to see…. Where my dreams will take me… :-)

"I wanna fly high... up there in the sky....
And my dreams are my wings....."

11 comments:

nitin said...

really a good one again!!! following dreams, managing them and above all giving them the right path in reality... is really a great job, which you know how to...
the phase you in and going through is now I guess a shaping one... so shape up better and enjoy till dawn. Enjoy friend..

AMAL BOSE B.S said...

i dont think any one can find pleasure in sitting and doing office work from morning till evening..its everyones dream to do what they love and enjoy doing.. but not many succeed.
In your case, i think, with attitude n all, you will find joy in everything.i envy you for that.
The picture you have given is worth appreciation. it projects the title in all sense...
" dreams are my wings" luuuuuved this line!
congrats for your job n good luck.

Deepika Gupta said...

Thanks Friends... :)

chhavi said...

the best Deepika!
Really gud!

Nazish Rahman said...

Life is all about change and everyday u change and learn something. Internship was just a sneak peak to what u'll experience when u enter the field.
See its not what u r underneath, its what u do....that defines u. We change with time and dosent matter even we fail, as we fail to pick ourselves. U can never say who really your true friends are.
I wish u all the best in future...seems u have taken HR as your major paper as even that was mine when i did my MBA.

Deepika Gupta said...

you are right Nazish.. except that... HR thing... I'll be opting for marketing :)

Nazish Rahman said...

thats a good option as one has to market himself in whatever field u r in...i had HR as my major and Marketing as my minor....i hope u have this major and minor option in your institution because there are some which dont offer and never leave the chance of doing dual specialization as thats whats in demand these days.

take care!!!

Deepika Gupta said...

I agree with you marketing is everywhere in every field... And even i was thinking about taking up dual and thanks for the suggestion :)

impudence said...

i wish i could be as introspective but mostly i end up being cynical. lol. but good luck with everything. :) and thank you for the add on indiblog!

erebus said...

Well, one thing I personally liked the most is the picture of a small girl standing and staring straight. I don't know from where did you manage to get one but it's the perfect match for the post and it makes one feel that he/she is still too young and has a long way to move on and a billion things to dream on.

Deepika Gupta said...

@erebus
Thats what is my state of mind!!
And thats why this picture clicked me :)

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