Slow Life.

I want a slow Life in a small town!

So much changes with time, at one point of time, all I wanted was a successful career, money, luxury, comfort, of course, along with my people. Ten years back, my dreams were different from what they are today. My dream house used to be  a lavish one in a metro city with every comfort inside and even the comforts were different from what they are now. And, I have always believed I will earn it. 

And today, the only thing similar from my previous dream is my people, everything else changed. I no more want a huge amount of money or a super career or a luxurious lifestyle or a very big house in a crowded city. All I need is a peace of mind, a slow life in a small city, peaceful evenings with my loved ones and good food on the table. 

I am back to square one, where, I again want a small house on the green hills with a small river flowing around, with everything I need to survive, clean air, clean water, clean food and a fireplace to keep me warm in winters. Less noise, more smiles and no mobiles.

I crave for stress free weekends at home, sipping my coffee in peace, reading a book, cooking in my free time for my people. Sleeping till late, playing a sport, listening to old music, doing something creative with calmness around. Travelling often.

A place away from maddening crowd. 

I don't want a social life where I have 500 friends on Facebook, 300 followers on Instagram and hollowness inside. Wishing festivals to hundreds of people on WhatsApp and not feeling anything! 

I want to be with few people I truly care about.

Aah I was watching 'DDLJ' the other day, what a life it was without mobile phones, when everything was real. Emotions were real, people used to make effort to meet, talk and see each other. So complicated yet so sorted!

Irony is, by default I belong to that Era, I have seen that life and I can compare it. And I know I can't go back there, even when I know it was so much better.

Mobile phones with internet are a curse, I feel I am never free. I am always followed, entangled in chains everywhere. On every damn social media if you are online, you are visible to everybody and you are bound to reply. I hate being rude and ignorant and I don't want to be there. 

Sometimes, I really wish to run away from it. 

Dear God, I won't ask for anything from you! Just take care of my people. And I Love You.

Have Courage and Be Kind!

"I want to tell you a secret that will see you through all the trials that life can offer- Have Courage and Be Kind

Cinderella (Movie)"

I have seen the future. I know what is going to happen in the next 5 years, or 10 years in my life. (Except for a situation where I fall down while climbing some mountain and die) :P

I know because I believe. I believe in hard work, being honest, being kind to people and keeping my thinking clear.

Once my brother told me, don’t worry about what’s next, if you are doing the right thing and honest in your approach your life will improve, not immediately but gradually. And it will stay.

I believe in karma. Somehow, we all know how we operate, deal with people, being fair or unfair, hurt others or help them repair themselves from the wounds their heart carries. Life isn't fair every day and that’s alright.

At times, I really feel weird thinking about the situations I am in... Professionally, personally and so on. I know I over-think, but, then I over-work, I over-love, over-care and so on. Since I live in extremes, moderation is never my thing.

People around me influence me up to a great extent. I like being with honest people and I have got a thing for genuine people. 

I am no God, I know I have hurt people in past and it took me a very long time to get over it, accepting the fact that emotions are uncontrollable. We can't exactly feel the same every time we are required to and we unintentionally hurt people under certain circumstances. I have done wrong things for which I know will never be spared by God.

In the end, God knows my intent. And I know I am His favourite I will be fine

Dear God, I love you and I trust you for everything. I know you can never do any wrong to me and you have better plans. Please take care of my people. Muuaah :*