I had a very strong urge
to write blog post on my birthday… But, at the end of the day I was too tired
to type anything….
It was my 25th
birthday so I had certain plans from past few months which were all thrashed
due to my work…. Anyways, I still managed to enjoy my day… thanks to my family
and friends…. I feel lucky to have them... :-)
I can sense winters in
Delhi… The weather is changing… So is my mood… It’s pleasant and better…. Every
time its winters... I feel a different world around me... A better... more
beautiful and serene... And as I always say… Winters make me fall in love with
everything around me…
On my birthday, someone
told me 25 is the age after which many things start changing…. I dunno what it
means actually… As far as maturity level is concerned... I am least bothered…
brains & heart I don’t posses…. So what is left? May be metabolism level…
:P
Anyhow, sometimes I find
it very difficult to understand myself.. I ask myself where am I going… I am 25
now, but.. I still ask myself, In which direction I am going… will I be able to
reach my destination this way or not and if yes, then when?
I have dreams,
interests, destination, resolutions and so many things to do… And, I hate it
when someone asks me about marriage plans… Man! I don’t have time for all that
but I guess it’s very difficult to make people understand that… So, I have
stopped trying… I just say- “No plans”
I have noticed, lately I
am being more social…. May be I have realized the feeling of being away from my
friends… I have realized it’s very difficult to find people who truly understand you
and still be with you… I have realized people we randomly meet can be deceptive... And, I
have realized life changes….
But, honestly, I have no
regrets so far… Yes, I am still not very sure about the path I am moving on
will take me how far in the journey towards my destination… But, life is all
about moving… And realizing…. And rectifying… And the most importantly…. Having
FUN!!!
So, cheers to the
upcoming life….:)))
And God, thanks for being
there for me…. I Love you for giving me
the best of parents, brothers and friends…. I really wanna thank you with all
my heart…. And yes, you know the things I wanna change in my life… Please help
me with that… I promise I will try to be your good girl… Love you… muaah :-))