There are certain times when it’s difficult to figure out
what we are feeling…. Something similar
is happening with me…. I dunno what I am feeling… Whether I am sad or happy…
I can sense some kinda craving…. Might be coffee… but I doubt its coffee… After having 4 strong espressos I rarely feel any more starvation
for coffee… It might be the effect of access of caffeine may be….
Weird it is to understand… Its giving me a kinda head ache….
Some sort of discomfort in thinking process, I might be a craving for a break… Let’s
see… Or stress of work giving me this restlessness…. I really dunno… I feel like destructing everything within and outside...
All I can sense is this is the feeling which a bird
must be having while being locked in a cage… running around here and there…
trying hard to get the freedom… I m not feeling comfortable… It’s a true restlessness
feel… When I dunno from what I am trying to run and to reach where or to achieve
what…
What I know is I am craving to get free from this feel…. I am
not enjoying it…. Feel like running away to a far off place away from
everything and never wanna come back… My soul wanna shout very badly… Something
is not good…. Something is not right…
God, I need you… Please help me! :-(
