Is it ever possible that a person don’t feel like having food nor eats anything and unable to sleep feel like just going away far away… and just keeps on thinking day and night about certain thing…. Thing that is killing from within and with no escape… A feeling that doesn’t seems to be going away… A feeling so strange as if you are not going to wake up tomorrow…. But when you wake up again you feel hell another day…. Why… I don’t need it anymore….This thing happened with me currently…. For 3 days I wasn’t able to swallow a bite of food…. It was so difficult to swallow a single bite…. Sleep it was just far away…. Mood bad… intense mood swings… condition didn’t felt like talking to even my close friends….
But a person who cares for you is there for you always…. Tough times reveal who are there standing really with you….. Who truly cares…
In past few days I learnt few lessons about life that I would like to share….
In last two years I was in my own world and I never realized the people I was walking with were losing touch… I was so indulged with myself and my feelings for a particular thing that I ignored everything else…. Just everything else… my close friends who really cared for me… I was away from my closest friends for just one particular thing… And I never felt that I left many people behind who were really concerned….
Now I am on a stage where I don’t have that one thing left with me and am standing all alone…. For a moment I felt I lost everything in life but then I turned back and I realized those people who cared standing at their places with their arms wide open and waiting to hear from me……. and that was enough to made me realize what i was doing.... it was another life for me....
In last few days I learnt that your care and love is precious don’t just waste it someone who do not just care for you… you might be losing those who really care about you…
Now I have learnt this lesson though I might take some time to come out the previous things but yes life has taught me a lesson I’ll remember and I really Thank my all friends for being there for me…
I am feeling sorry that weakened the friendship bond but I can make sure that it won’t happen again… Life is precious and there are many people for whom your smile matters for those your tears are precious so just care about them and celebrate life…
People come and people go some hurt you some walk with you…. But life moves on….
And it is a fact!!
17 comments:
from the short time i have known you through your posts, i saw you as a lively girl who could find the best in everything, but this is different.
watever that is that bothers you, i hope it goes away..
heres something to cheer abt. check the comments on your previous post.
True friends will also accept you back in their life like you said with their "Arms wide open"!!
Cheers!
@Amal
Thanks dear!
@Ravi
I was talking about true friends only :)
well nothing to comment!!!
you will understand why... just a smile that's it :).... this smile is what can make anyone to walk a long distance, because you know smiles.. what does it hold and what it shares from the one..
words short!!
@Deepika,
sometimes - all we need to say is "Sorry" - and though our friends may take some time to forgive, they definitely will come back. It has worked for me in the past - hope it does for you too.
This post reflects the sensitive side of you and I really appreciate that :). I probably know what has brought about these thoughts within you ...
... if you feel that during the past couple of years you have left behind some friends then I don't think you should blame yourself for that. there are times in life when things just happen ... they happen without even realizing it. this is just one of those things. you were focused on something and that took you away from your friends for a while, but not forever. and as you said ... such happenings reveal who really cares about you. the people who really love you will always be there for you and will always understand you.
all that it takes is a really good smile, right from the bottom of your heart (i'm sure you can do that beautifully) and everything else will fall back into place.
take care and have a great time :)
Thanks dear :)
speechless......
Deepika..I felt the same at one time of my life and I can clearly guess what phase of life it was ...heart brakes and our awakening and stuff...and thats why since then to now ..I keep my friendship different from my relationship
I too have made the same mistake. I know how it feels. I still feel alone.
Life is the best teacher...
Time is the best healer... :)
Very True!
I too have lost my best friends. People who were always there for me. It tears me up inside!
While going this post I realised, felt, that each one of us has a small world around us. We live in that worldd. Rich, poor everyone is happy and content in this world. When we rise in career or monetary wise...it will always this world that we look upto. This is what I feel is the real TRUTH...
hmmm.... true.... but money is not always everything.....
oh dear that poster just say lot more than that!!
loved ths posting..
Cheers
its a write thng dat u learn from ur mistakes...nd thats wat happend wd u....
every1 in life is precious....so just take care of every1...its not hard to find guf frnds...d hard thng is to keep thm....
for d first time i hav seen a diff face of u ...nd liked dat...
Sometimes we prioritize someone so much that we forget about others... But those who really care will always stay around... Because they know that you will come back...
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