Only I know how eagerly I waited for this one day…. SUNDAY….. No, it’s not because I hate my job…. Because there are many others things as well…. I planned my Sunday last night… And the whole plan was to do whatever I feel like… So I watched a movie till late last night… got up late…. Prepared a cup of black coffee and switched on to my favorite Disney movie… This Sunday it was ‘Meet the Robinsons’…. Ohh… I am lacking words to express how good I felt after watching it…. It’s silly to say but I cried in the end with a smile on my lips… That feeling was so good and contented… I am almost feeling rejuvenated….
I was missing the time when I used to watch Disney for hours….. Anyhow life changes with time…. My week wasn’t good at all… Had nothing much to do in office and I simply hated it… All the time doing stupid sitting work staring into the system…. huh… And all the time I was thinking where I am…. This was not what I wanted from life…. What can be done to make it the way I want it to be… and so on…. Mind was full of weird stuff all the time…. Involved in deep philosophy….. I would rather think of something creative and interesting….. I got only this one life…. I don’t wanna waste it…. Don’t wanna waste a single second of it and I wasted a week…. :((
I dunno….. why… :((….. I am trying to analyze and figure out what’s going missing…. What can be done…. I guess I should try some meditation… May be it’s all because I am impatient to the core…. Or should I join some weekend activity or something…… Or or… what else :(( even if I meet my friends it’s for sometime…. After that good time I again start thinking the same…. Aww…. Its not a good sign…. :((
I dunno about coming days…. But am lacking positivity from within…… I am not like this…. I just pray for good….
God please make things happen…. Please :( ….. Your favorite is not feeling good with the things around…
Love ya… Help me! And no smile for ya this time :(
31 comments:
i too love sundays.......
Cheers and a lovely post.
first nice too see ya back again...:)
I dun't think meditation nd all vl help, jst try to understand wads d job part dats troubling u....if u find dat out, ur lyf wud b gr8...try it....
nd keep scribbing
cheers :)
I think there is one thing that can be done ... spend ur weekends in doing something that u really love to do ... and that is ... PHOTOGRAPHY :) ... after all, u r a "corpmodpher" :)
@Indian Pundit
thanks!
@The Aspirant
Trying to find out the same :(
Thanks for dropping by :)
@Saif
You know this so well! I love photography :))
Whats the meaning of "corpmodpher"?
Heyyy... u had been blogging after a long tym !!
But m not at all surprised by ur post, dat something is missing... it happens yaar... while we r students we think money & independence will bring us happiness... But just earning money can never add meaning to ur life... wat u r feeling is a "spiritual void"... after all, seling SIM cards is not making the world a better place to live, is it ?? We librans r so exsistential, we wonder y we came to this earth, wat our purpose in lyf is & stuff...
But don't worry, now that u have realized abt the void, pray to GOD to show u a direction to see wat ur life purpose is... HE will reply, wen the tym is rite ( Idealists r prone to get disillusioned, but disillusionment is the begining of wisdom) :-)
@Kn
You know what Natesha..... Ur words are like soothing ointment on the burns I am feeling within.... Thanks dear....
I am just praying to God to show me a path :)
Missing you dear... I wish i could meet you :(
@ Deepika
Glad to know u have acknowledged that i "know this so well!"
... "corpmodpher" ... hmmm ... this is something that i have told u before (including wat it means) ... and u liked it :) ... try to recall it ... u mite just remember wat it means :D :)
Fall in love with someone. Try ;)
Cheers
Randeep
Nice post with not so nice sad smileys...
When you enter your professional life you expect excitement nd challenges... I think you r not yet been given a challenge which excites you or which is interesting...
what i suggest is that you try to find your own small targets in office... which adds something extra in your exposure also... secondly try to learn about all the activities going around... Learning new things never goes vain....
ANd try to njoi ur weekends like you did by watching 'Meet the Robinsons'. Next week, watch BOLT or Alladin... Cause when you worry
Your face will frown
And that will bring everybody down...
@Saif
No.... I cant recall :(
@Randeep
Not in my hands :( otherwise i would have
@Anonymous
I would like to know who is this??
By the way thanks for the suggestions.... I'll certainly try that..
:) keep yourself busy busy busy. no matter what. you know what they say about idle minds. even if its chilling and watching a disney movie (which sounds awesome actually). :)
@ Deepika
well, if u get time then maybe u can check a couple of our old chats on gmail (during the initial days wen we got to know each other) ...
... or do u want me tell u straight away :D
Jst a passer by... 2 months back I was googling sumthin nd by chance saw ur blog... Found it really interesting so continued reading..
You really write well nd somehow i like it... The simplicity nd way to express... SO... I jst keep on chking the updates nd read them...
nemore questions... ?
:)
@Impudence
Even if i keep myself busy my mind keeps on thinking.... But i'll try to involve more in my work...
@Saif
I dont have old chats saved.... I searched on online dictionary but its nt thr....
@Anonymous
I am glad that you like my blog.... But y u r posting as anonymous and can post it with your name... :)
But its fine.. Its upto your wish... :) tc
hey m no secret agent... I recently started following u on twitter also as kppnsays....
Keep bloggin nd do write how was ur office dis week...
Trekking might be a whole lot of fun :)
anyways blogging could also help :)
keep blogging
cheers !!!
At times we feel that life is just getting on the track which we don't want to follow..and the reality is it will be going unless we apply brakes and think to get out of that track and choose the one which we want to travel..I on my personal level going through same thing but need to think quickly b4 the only option remains to walk in that track which we don't want to.
Regards
Niraj
masallalemonade.blogspot.com
@ Deepika
haha ... its not an actual word, so u wont find it in any dictionary ... its a word that i created to describe u and it describes u very well ... anyway, its alrite if u cant recall it ... let it be, its not that important ... take care :)
Heyy Deepika, would u believe,
I was a very dejected & disillusioned soul wen I first met u ...
ur love 4 life & cheerfulness reminded me of my own past, when I was so happy go lucky & in love wid life....
Meeting u made me leave that meaningless job I was stuck up wid, tho at that time i had no idea abt my future... Meeting u inspired me to write again ( writing was a childhood passion which had become dormant over time)... We had been toghether 4 hardly a few hours, but that had a deep impact on my life, trust me...
Don't ever lose ur zest for life, keep loving it... pray to god to show u a direction, he surely will... ( i myself have found direction after 3 years of being "lost")... I know u will find ur true life path one day, till then, be courageos & face life bravely... he life u deserve is waiting 4 u to discover it :-) !!
Hi How is your work going on?
as the great monica geller told Rachel Green in epic series F.R.I.E.N.D.S --- Welcome to the real life ... it sucks ... u r gonna love it ... (some day :D)
hai....... Deepika...,
I’m a new face to blogging. I jst created my blog jst 1 month back. I was googling sumthina nd by chance saw ur blog... I found it really interesting so following ur blog..
deepika… I havnt met u in my life.. but after going thrugh ur blog I feel u as someone who is very much attached to me.
Ur way of writing is so good….. I’ve already become a fan of u..
Do keep writing…………
All the very best dear…. And all the very best for ur job too… be happy always…
hello deepika.....
i knw u hav heard dis many of tyms.....bt...
try makin a lot of frnds......
it'll help u.....
if u hv sum1 by ur side.....
den its soothing...n vry effective...
try to spend ur tym wid ur closeones....
dis is d bst way to get happiness in life..
n by seeing dat u reply to each n evry1 of d posts....
i c u r vry caring in nature too....
so ull find peace if u follow my advice.....
thnx n tc :-)
hmmm.. Really self own thoughts .. but i want to say sthing .. watever u do .. count that and try to make everything into small steps .... like ... if u walking on the road & u didnt realized that ur stpes are big .. but once u did u .. start thinking y i am taking bog stpes lets make sthin smaal n creative .. n u startd taking small steps & saw that doing so u are jiggling .. sliding down out of balance ... which added new FUN to your life ... just walking on the same path towards ut goal ... :) SMALL SMAAL things can change your life .. its amatter how u take ... it is jus a suggestion from ur frnd who always irritate u ... :) bt take it in a positive way.. you are very good & top of the world ... BUT we shud consider some time :) ALWAYS KEEP SMILING as u always do :)
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